I was supposed to marry my ex last July, I loved him but I wasn’t in love with him anymore. He treated me like a roommate with benefits, he had an explosive temper and was mean to my oldest child whom he raised since birth.. one day I realized I wasn’t excited to marry him in fact it gave me bad aniexty.. I wanted the party not the marriage.. and it occurred to me I held onto a dream I had when I was 17 and I had grown and changed and I wanted more.. so in may 2017 I broke off our engagement and relationship..
I met a man in July who was everything I’d always wanted in a partner plus more and everything was so exciting and new.. he proposed in December and it’s so different this time I want the marriage and not so much the party (but I like parties lol).. my question is how do I handle negativity and just focus on the fact i found the person I am meant to be with? I love this site so much I’m just worried about like being judged as silly as it sounds ..
has anyone ever dealt with anything similar ?
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