Last year, my Grandmother was diagnosed with cancer & at the time we weren't sure if she would be with us. From that moment my Fiancée & I decided to get married a year earlier by city hall with our close family. I am joy to say Grandma is feeling better then ever.
Fast forward 7 months and my Mother is diagnosed with Stage 4 Terminal Cancer. The (actual) wedding is on Nov 5, 2022 and I am afraid she may not be with me on that special day. She should be there seeing me walk down the aisle, exchange the wedding bands, etc.
I never thought I'd plan a wedding and (maybe) a funeral. Doctor's give us weeks but, will those weeks turn to Months, I don't know.
I feel guilty going on with the wedding, but one thing my mom has taught me from a reasonable age is my life goes on, and when she first got diagnosed she turned to me and told me no matter the outcome the wedding will go forward. I will dance, laugh, drink & no tears or she will come to smack me (her words).
I should be over the moon & a bit stress with the wedding around the corner, but I am filled with guilt, sadness, anger & 100% stress.
And in her honor I will be donating to the Cancer society instead of giving favors to the guests.
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