I had a bit of a falling out with my sister who was also my best friend a few years ago, it was a slow unraveling. We are okay-ish now but I still tiptoe around her a lot. Needless to say we both know she's no longer my MOH which we always assumed each other would be our entire lives.
I'm finding it very hard to find a replacement now that the wedding is real. I have one good friend from school that I asked to be my MOH which she can't confirm yet as she's moving across the country soon. Before the falling out with my sister I would have loved this friend as a bridesmaid but now I feel like bumping her up to MOH is a lot.
My fiancé has his BM and groomsman all set. I can't think of another person, much more 2 if my friend can't make it. I'm feeling a little low and don't want my fiancé to not have his side anymore just because of me.
Am I putting too much emphasis on the meaning of bridesmaids and MOH? At this rate I might as well ask a coworker, that's how disconnected I feel from this experience. Maybe casual friends to stand up with you is fine?
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