So the pandemic hasn’t been great on my mental health and social anxiety. I’m so nervous about this wedding coming up in 6 months.
I’ve got my dress, the venue, the bridesmaids gifts, sparklers..table numbers even..
But haven’t met with a wedding coordinator.
I’ve paid $5k rental fee but main down payment is at the end of this month and im getting cold feet on doing the whole sha-bang. I keep thinking, I wish we eloped came back and bought a house instead. I don’t care to be the center of attention or all the wedding formalities..
I’m having a hard time getting excited..I have few close friends that I rarely see, and not close to extended family either. Feel like I’m in a rut and considering selling my wedding contract - my partner is supportive - either decision.
Feeling lost…can anyone relate? Advice? Experience?