Now that we've postponed twice, I feel like the anticipation has built our wedding day even more, to the point where I'm VERY nervous, in particular for the ceremony. My fiance and I are very private people, and despite only having 25-30 guests and aiming for a casual event, I am terrified. I've also only been to one backyard wedding, so I don't have much to compare to and feel caught up in what people will "expect" of it.
Is there anyone else out there feeling like they could very well pull a "runaway bride" out of sheer nerves? I'm over a year out (for third time) and I wish we could just get it over with!!