Feeling a bit down. this week has been very hard. One of my best friends passed away on Sunday.
On Tuesday, our other friend who was going to marry us just informed us that he can no longer be at our wedding, which really REALLY sucks.
The person we would have asked in his place is the one that just passed.
We leave tomorrow morning for a wedding in Toronto. We haven't begun packing yet, nor have we even looked at things to do for the 4 days we're there. We have to go to the viewing tonight, which I'm dreading (I don't want to see my friend's lifeless body. that's not how I want to remember him. But I want to go and be there for his family).
Just feeling super down. The week has been a lot. And neither of us are sure who to ask to marry us now. Definitely want a friend to do it and not just hire a stranger. We went through the guest list and felt only lukewarm about a few options.