Cancelling until the unknown future

It's been kinda a nightmare, I'm not going to lie.



I have rescheduled our wedding for 3 different dates because of covid, I have also had to change the first count several times.
I've had to accept that all the "fun" leading upto the wedding will look different, if even at all.
But then we went into this second lockdown and it made me realize, none of this is worth it, we could go ahead with all the above and also risk a transmission at our wedding.
I've decided to cancel until who knows when. I can no longer accept all the above.