I am just over two weeks away from the wedding and up till now I've been managing stress etc like a pro. That has all fallen apart now, along with me. It's not even like i have a mountain of things to still do and it's all manageable but i can't seem to get my stress under control. I'm freaking out. My heart is racing and i feel like i want to cry.
Granted, i also have my best friend/MOH who is going through a death in the family and work issues that are giving her a really hard time so i feel like i don't want to bother her and i want to support her as much as i can. Also, her 40th birthday is a week after my wedding and her family has dropped the ball on birthday plans so i'm stepping in to try to make it awesome for her (more planning).
I have another project on the go too that requires attention and planning so i know i might be a little over booked right now but what can you do? I can't not do what needs to be done.
I need to get my feelings under control.